Sunday, January 7, 2018

Rocket Rockers - Ingin Hilang Ingatan

Menghilanglah dari kehidupanku
enyanhlah dari hati yg tlah hancur
kehadiran sosokmu kan menyiksaku
biarkan disini ku menyendiri

Pergilah bersamanya disana
dengan dia yg ada segalanya
bersenang-senanglah sepuasanya
biarkan disini ku menyendiri

Terlintas keinginan tuk dapat
hilang ingatan agar semua terlupakan
dan ku berlari sekencang-kencangnya
tuk melupakan mu yg tlah berpaling

Disini,Kembali
kau hadirkan ingatan yg seharusnya kulupakan
Dan kuhancurkan adanya...
Disini,Kembali
kau hadirkan ingatan yg seharusnya kulupakan
Dan kuhancurkan adanya.....

Letih disini...
kuingin hilang ingatan
Letih Disini.....
kuingin hilang ingatan

Hot Chelle Rae - Why Don't You Love me (ft. Demi Lovato)

See I can't wake up I'm living a nightmare
That keeps playing over again
Locked in a room so hung up on you
And you're cool with just being friends
Left on the sidelines
Stuck at a red light
Waiting for my time
And I can't see
Why don't you love me
Touch me, tell me I'm your everything
The air you breathe
And why don't you love me, baby
Open up your heart tonight
'cause I could be all that you need
Why don't you love me
Why don't you love me
See I'm just too scared to tell you the truth
Cause my heart ache can't take anymore
Broken and bruised longing for you
And I don't know what I'm waiting for
Left on the sidelines
Stuck at a red light
Waiting for my time
So just tell me
Why don't you love me
Touch me, tell me I'm your everything
The air you breathe
And why don't you love me, baby
Open up your heart tonight
I could be all that you need
Why don't you love me
Why don't you love me
Why don't you give me a reason
Please tell me the truth
You know that I'll keep believing
Till I'm with you
Why don't you love me
Kiss me, I could feel your heart tonight
It's killing me so
Why don't you love me
Touch me, tell me I'm your everything
The air you breathe
And why don't you love me, baby
Open up your heart tonight
I could be all that you need
Why don't you love me
Why don't you love me
Why don't you love me?

Air Supply - Goodbye

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but good-bye
You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say good-bye

Sheila On 7 - Lapang Dada

Apa yang salah dengan lagu ini
Kenapa kembali ku mengingatmu
Seperti aku bisa merasakan
Getaran jantung dan langkah kakimu
Kemana ini akan membawaku

Kau harus bisa bisa berlapang dada

Kau harus bisa bisa ambil hikmahnya
Karena semua semua tak lagi sama
Apa yang salah dengan lagu ini

Kenapa kembali ku mengingatmu

Seperti aku bisa merasakan
Getaran jantung dan langkah kakimu
Kemana ini akan membawaku

Kau harus bisa bisa berlapang dada

Kau harus bisa bisa ambil hikmahnya
Karena semua semua tak lagi sama
Walau kau tahu dia pun merasakannya

Aaaa aaa...



Dijalan yang setapak kecil ini
Seperti ku mendengar kau bernyanyi

Kau tahu kau tahu
Rasaku juga rasamu

Apa yang salah dengan lagu ini
Kenapa kembali ku mengingatmu

Seperti aku bisa merasakan
Getaran jantung dan langkah kakimu
Kemana ini akan membawaku

Kau harus bisa bisa berlapang dada

Kau harus bisa bisa ambil hikmahnya
Karena semua semua tak lagi sama
Walau kau tahu dia pun merasakannya

Aaaa aaa...



Dijalan yang setapak kecil ini
Seperti ku mendengar kau bernyanyi

Kau tahu kau tahu
Rasaku juga rasamu


Kau harus bisa bisa berlapang dada
Kau harus bisa bisa ambil hikmahnya

Karena semua semua tak lagi sama
Walau kau tahu dia pun merasakannya
Kemana ini akan membawaku
Aku takkan pernah tahu



Kau harus bisa bisa berlapang dada
Kau harus bisa bisa ambil hikmahnya

Karena semua semua tak lagi sama
Walau kau tahu dia pun merasakannya


Na na na na na na...

Na na na na na na...

Na na na na na na...
Na na na na na na...
Mengirim cahaya untukmu

Sheila On 7 - Betapa

Seminggu setelah kau pergi
Teman silih berganti
Menghiburku

Berkata semua teratasi
Dan terus sembunyi
Di balik senyum palsu
Ku dengar dirimu
Tak sendiri lagi

Betapa hancurnya
Hati dan jiwaku
*)
Setahun setelah kau pergi
Ku masih sembunyi
Di balik senyum palsu
Ku dengar dirimu
Tak sendiri lagi

Haaaaa...
Betapa hancurnya
Haaaaa...
Hati dan jiwaku

Na na naaa aahh

Setahun setelah kau pergi
Ku masih sembunyi
Di balik senyum palsu
Ku dengar dirimu
Tak sendiri lagi

Haaaaa...
Betapa hancurnya
Haaaaa...
Hati dan jiwaku
Betapa hancurnya

Tolong bantu aku
Melewati semua

Thursday, January 4, 2018

I absolutely the dumbest person in the world.

I wasted almost 2 years of my life of trusting the worng person. I have no idea what I did wrong to you. I never cheat on somebody. Even we were apart like 10.000 km away. I dont understand how could you be so cruel to me. I never imagine you did such thing to me. But im not surprised anymore. I realized cheating is only done by cheap people therefore you are a f*cking cheap man. Karma will hit you soon as possible. If it doesnt, then I fucking will even without touching you.

Im hurt because you threaten me. How could you be fucking sweet to me like nothing happened between us. Amnesia much? Youre such an asshole. How could you do that meanwhile you are seeking for another girl. How could you? 

Im sure you dont deserve anyone. You might have a crush or getting close to someone, but it won't change the way you are, no one would ever want you in their life. Youre a central hot mess, a f*cking disaster. Nobody would ever want you. Ever. A hypocrite like you, would never learn anything. A hypocrite like you, would never change. You have lost your mind nowhere. I hope that you continue your miserable life, and I am glad that my role in your mess life is over. And its not my problem if you getting more miserable than ever. What goes around, comes around.

Monday, January 1, 2018

Bulan Dikekang Malam - Rossa

andaikan kabut tak menyulam hari
hingga berlarut larut
andaikan hidup ada harapan
mencintaimu sebagai bagian terindah dihidupku
tak kubiarkan kau tak bahagia
berjuta fatwa cinta yang ada
mengantarku pada kenyataan
hatiku memeluk bayang - bayang
ingin denganmu tapi tak bisa

aku bukan aku yang dulu
namun cintaku seperti dulu
merelakanmu aku merasa
bagai bulan di kekang malam

andaikan kabut tak menyulam hari
hingga berlarut larut
andaikan hidup ada harapan
mencintaimu sebagai bagian terindah dihidupku
tak kubiarkan kau tak bahagia
berjuta fatwa cinta yang ada
mengantarku pada kenyataan
hatiku memeluk bayang - bayang
ingin denganmu tapi tak bisa

aku bukan aku yang dulu
namun cintaku seperti dulu
merelakanmu aku merasa
bagai bulan di kekang malam

aku ikhlaskan segalanya
walau cintaku lebam membiru
sakit namun aku bahagia
ku terima sgala takdir cinta