Monday, December 31, 2012

Goodbye 2012

Senin, Dec. 31, 7:29 pm.

Tinggal beberapa lagi menuju detik-detik pergantian tahun. Well, jujur aja, gue gamay 2012 ini berakhir. Apalagi bulan desember ini. Desember ngasih kenangan yang banyak buat gue. Salah satunya, hahahaha ada tanda-tanda dia ngarepin gue balik. Bukannya geer nih, tp emang kayak gitu kok, walaupun dikit sih.

Di new years eve ini sih gue nggak kemana-mana. Males, macet. Cuma stay dirumah, sama keluarga mungil gue, yang cuma berjumlah 4 orang. Agak kurang sih, hehe tapi yaa gapapa deh, ini juga sebenernya udah cukup.

Banyaaaaaaak banget kejadian yang bikin gue seneng, dan sedih juga di 2012. Mulai dari umrah, cowok-cowok yang pernah singgah di hati gue #tsaaaaaaaaaah jijik abis* dan, 2 orang yang hilang dari hidup gue sdari jaman 2010 itu balik lagi ke kehidupan gue. Hahaha seneng sih, seneng banget malah,  gue bisa kontak-kontakan lagi sama mereka. Gue sayang baget sama mereka berdua, hehe. DAan tepatnya, di bulan Desember ini.

Masa-masa terberat gue malah awal-awal tahun 2012, masa-masa gue "terpuruk", krn I heard that my ex has a new girlfriend, which I didnt know it was true or not. Tapi yah hahaha mau gimana lagi ternyata itu semua gak bener-__- dan gue terlanjur mewek. Haha malu deh gue.

Masa-masa yang paling berkesan itu.. Yang pertama, ya waktu gue umrah. Seminggu yang paling berkesan di Tanah Suci. Untuk pertama kalinya terbang ke luar negri, padahal ke luar Jawa aja kaga pernah-_- wkwkwk.

Yang kedua.. gue ketemu temen-temen baru di kelas XI IPS! Yaps, jujur aja, kelas 11 kali ini jauh comfortable daripada kelas 10. Orang-orangnya juga, ya menurut gue sih lebih friendly dan semua membaur. Gue juga dapet temen-temen baru dari kelas lain, dan sekarang jadi classmate gue.

Yang ketiga.. ABout my love life. Haaaah, kalo ini banyak deh!:p Istilahnya selingan lah. Hahahaha.

Ini tahun kedua gue ngerayain tahun baru dan gue single. Bukannya bermaksud'nawarin' yah. Ya, sekarang sih intensitas galau gue alhamdulillah berkurang.

Yang gue malesin, 2013 nanti gue udah masuk kelas 12, dan gue harus siap-siap mikirin kartul. Ajibbb, ga kebayang deh. Liat kakak kelas ngurusin kartul aja gue mumet, apalagi gue sendiri  ya yang ngelakuin. Pokoknya, 6 bulan ini harus dimanfaatkan sebaik-baiknya.

Weellll, ga muluk-muluk, gue cuma berharap 2013 gue bisa jadi lebih baik, orangtua gue puaaanjjjaaaaanggg umur dan dikasih rezeki & kesehatan yang melimpah. Dan gue masih bisa kumpul sama orang-prang yang gue sayang, itu aja sih. Hehe, amin!:p


Saturday, November 24, 2012

Something About December

Lights around the tree 
Mama's whistling 
Takes me back again 
There's Something bout' December 

We're hanging mistletoe 
And hoping that it snows 
I close my eyes and then 
I can still remember 
How to get back, home 

Let all your memories 
Hold you close 
No matter where you are 
You're not alone 
Because the ones you love 
Are never far 
If Christmas is in your heart 
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/c/christina+perri/something+about+december_21047532.html ]
Who really needs a gift 
When love is meant to give 
I can still recall 
Carry with me always 
Every Christmas dream 
They live in you and me 

Let all your memories 
Hold you close 
No matter where you are 
You're not alone 
Because the ones you love 
Are never far 
If Christmas is in your heart 

Lights around the tree 
Mama's whistling 
Takes me back again 
There's Something bout' December 

Let all your memories 
Hold you close 
No matter where you are 
You're not alone 
Because the ones you love 
Are never far 
If Christmas is in your heart..




Saturday, October 20, 2012

HBD

Happy birthday, wish you all the best, wishing u for a longlife, blessful, creativeness and all the good things comes to your life

And I wish that you'll find someone better than me

I hope you wont forget me, too

I love you.

Sunday, October 14, 2012

Cacar

Second week of October, 2012 is the hardest week

Guess whaaat, gue kena cacaaar T____T Aaaaa never thought I'd be like this, but yaaah emang udah takdir kali yah soalnya gue belum pernah cacar.

Kenapa gue bisa kena cacar? Karena gue ketularan sama adek gue yg baru sembuh dari cacar, ai banget kan-_- Dan kayaknya ini azab buat gua karena gua ngatain dia terus selama cacar.

Huaaaa gaenak banget-_- Gue hrs bedrest atleast 10 hari dan gue bakal ketinggalan pelajaran.... Yang pasti banyak banget. Anjiiiir. Rasanya thu, gatel, muka berasa bengep, berasa dobel in muka. Apalagi gaboleh cuci muka, iiiih-_- Gue sendiri aja geli ngeliat cacar gue sendiri. My body's fuuuuullllllll of red spots now. Oh! I guess its not a psots anymore....:/

But gue mikir di sekolah apa da yang mikirin gue? Paling gaada haha. Ada atau ngga ada gue dikelas sama aja kayaknya.


Saturday, September 29, 2012

♫ Sad by Maroon 5

Man, it's been a long day
Stuck thinking 'bout it driving on the freeway
Wondering if I really tried everything I could
Not knowing if I should try a little harder

Oh, but I'm scared to death
That there may not be another one like this
And I confess that I'm only holding on by a thin thin thread

I'm kicking the curb cause you never heard
The words that you needed so bad
And I'm kicking the dirt cause I never gave you
The place that you needed to have
I'm so sad, saaad

Man, it's been a long night
Just sitting here, trying not to look back
Still looking at the road we never drove on
And wondering if the one I chose was the right one
Oh, but I'm scared to death
That there may not be another one like this
And I confess that I'm only holding on by a thin thin thread

I'm kicking the curb cause you never heard
The words that you needed so bad
And I'm kicking the dirt cause I never gave you
The place that you needed to have
I'm so sad, saaad
I'm so sad, so sad

Oh, but I'm scared to death
That there may not be another one like this
And I confess that I'm only holding on by a thin thin thread

I'm kicking the curb cause you never heard
The words that you needed so bad
And I'm kicking the dirt cause I never gave you
The place that you needed to have
And I'm kicking the curb cause you never heard
The words that you needed so bad
I'm so sad, so sad..

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Sorry

I may always write about some 'galau' things on here,
not always kalau gue selalu galau dan selalu menumpahkannya di blog ini
Buuuut Im just tired of this all, I've always dissapointed for what I hope before.
Thats why.

Nulis hal hal berbau galau emang gak ada habisnya, sama seperti halnya cinta.

But of this all, I hate being ignored, terutama sama someone who means alot to you. Disaat your selalu ngeladenin temen-temen lo tapi nyuekin lo, apa reaksi lo? Rasanya tuuuuuuh, kayak nggak diaggap penting, kita berasa invisible, kesel, sediiiiih. Pake banget. Jadi minder rasanya di kelas. Rasanya kayak dia udah ilfil sama gue, yasudahlah wkwk. Sedih sih iya.




Pukpuk Niki

Sunday, September 16, 2012

2 people, 1 feeling

Im done chasing you. I've heard all the rumors between you and her. She's perfect and Im not, you both are getting closer like about texting each other anddddd etc etc. Believe or not Im dying inside just to hear that, like the fuck? I remember the first time we talk it was like, omg we're gonnabe bestfrined, but naah I was totally wrong. Thats my bad for expecting too much omfg

K right now i dont have to be jealous cause im nothing for u dude but i cant help it, I just mesmerized. Its like I always fall for the wrong person. Its like, DANG!!! YOU HAVE TO MOVE, THIS PERSON IS TAKEN.

Im just dying to hear that

Is that my fault for being too quite and shy?

K.