For the past few months, I've been feeling anxiety. I mean, anxiety in relationship. I dont know where it started, but since Im in relationship I often feel on myself, that I always afraid my boyfriend will leave me. I feel so safe when he's arround me. When he's about to go somewhere (well fyi Im in a ldr, he lives in another country) so that we cant talk over skype, or when he's hanging out with his friends. He sometimes goes to clubbing too but not so often before. I feel so uncomfortab;e with that. I mean, you know, club is where the hottes girls are hanging arround, they tried their best to impress guys so etc..

I truly trust him. But still, I dont want him to go clubbing. Finally I took a time to talk about this. I said that I feel so much uncomfortable when he's going.. At the first time he couldn't agree to me. But i kept trying to explain him. I am so glad that he understands me as well. And then he stops clubbing, atleast that's what he told me.

After that day, it doesnt stop me for thinking about it. I still talk about it, that I dont want him to clubbing or even hanging arround when there's some girls. I realized I am an overreacting girlfriend, but I did it all because I care about him. Its been my princple, that I will always talk about something about what bothers me, including this issue..

I just feel like I hurt myself to keep thinking about this, even after my bf deal about this. It seems like, my mind keeps imagine what if my bf goes to the club behind my back? I dont know. I know I should stop. It hurts me. I need him to be arround me always.. I wonder if I could get a way to get over this.. Sometime he even said I dont trust him anymore, well that was just an misunderstanding. I worried about him, doesn't mean I dont trust him. I love him to death.

Im pretty sure there's a lot ofgirls like me who feel anxiety in their relationships too.